a photograph of tree limbs
scrawny limbs float below the surface, reflections
in an oily mass of decomposition defining autumn and somehow
Atget got it and also that such a sight belies separation
between above and below, twinning itself so we can get it—
whatever line exists between them negligible,
frozen and might crack if one were to probe, yet
the flat surface of a photograph is impenetrable,
locked but for thinking that carries us into it
as I must think before one foot sets down in front of another,
one a complete spasm, nerve damage, the doctor said
as the branches in water fade or the lens fails to focus in
on each twig dripping itself below the surface
and lifting up again as our eyes follow what’s been given
long before we arrived there looking at a reflection in the pond
another shore
a slight wind moves the invasive beachgrass, suspends the urge
to wrest them from the sand as the wind blows evenly to stir
each blade in the direction of the sea, I think of the action involved,
not the grass itself, separating one from the other’s an act of will
arising from tactility and the willingness to stand and stare
at the incremental shifts in his black and white photograph
where grays predominate, where a mid-range wind and palette
damp down the stringencies of an interior I carry onto the beach
most intimately remembered in photographs from another shore
cursives
meditation pulls the wave into a shapely curve
in a photograph of the Oregon coast,
in the insistent horizon line as if one had closed eyes
to capture the unseen but vivid repeat
of what rhythm the ocean pulses across the page,
what breaks at the shoreline, whitens a diagonal,
the formal archetypes clamping down
no matter how wild a scene, how rampant
the ensuing waves, I close eyes on an oval
of light-colored arcs meeting at the edges,
put my hand in water cold as the month it is,
every backwash churning pebbles smooth
in one’s fingers, defining first and thumb
not as digits, but as cursives for nowhere & none
on the page
distance has overtaken, we’re apart as we’ve always been,
but I could slam into it now, plywood sheeting in diagonals
north south east west & a window is no window but an old
building I looked into in New Haven, a man in his tallit
never moving his body, bent over texts framed in a brick frame,
there’s a slight sway in a slight wind, still everything
out any window seems still as the distance between us, infuses
all the bay water with a steely sheen, the flight of birds frozen
in the white sky two days ago, distance palpable as cutting
in two
only on the page is there semblance of lessening, yet
all efforts to reach out seem as the poem she copied in a letter,
so faint, hard to read, lines slanted in illegible ink





